Holes in the Floor of Heaven

I’ve loved this song since the first time I heard it, the words of the chorus just made sense to me.  I am a sentimental person and I believe in, well, I’ll just say I believe.

I love all different kinds of weather.  There is the obvious reasons we need rain but just maybe there are other reasons for the rain.  If you believe ……….

One day shy of eight years old, my grandma passed away
I was a broken hearted little boy, blowing out that birthday cake
How I cried when the sky let go, with a cold and lonesome rain,
Mamma smiled, said don’t be sad child, grandma’s watching you today

Cause there’s holes in the floor of heaven
And her tears are pouring down,
That’s how you know she’s watching,
Wishing she could be here now,
And sometimes if your lonely,
Just remember she can see,
There’s holes in the floor of heaven,
And she’s watching over you and me,

Seasons come, and seasons go, nothing stays the same
I grew up, fell in love, met a girl who took my name
Year by year, we made a life, in this sleepy little town
I thought we’d grow old together, Lord, I sure do miss her now

But there’s holes in the floor of heaven,
And her tears are pouring down,
That’s how I know she’s watching,
Wishing she could be here now,
And sometimes when I’m lonely,
I remember she can see,
There’s holes in the floor of heaven,
And she’s, watching over you and me,

Well my little girl is twenty three, I walk her down the aisle
It’s a shame her mom can’t be here now, to see her lovely smile
They throw the rice, I catch her eye, as the rain starts coming down
She takes my hand, says daddy don’t be sad,
Cause I know mamma’s watching now

And there’s holes in the floor of heaven,
And her tears are pouring down,
That’s how you know she’s watching,
Wishing she could be here now,
And sometimes when I’m lonely,
I remember she can see,
Yes, there’s holes in the floor of heaven,
And she’s, watching over you and me

Watching over you and me
Watching over you and me

Songwriters: Billy Kirsch / Steve Noel Wariner
Holes in the Floor of Heaven Lyrics © BMG Rights Management US, LLC, Words & Music A Div of Big Deal Music LLC

 

Who I Am …

When you start a blog, Flickr, Tumblr, Facebook or anything in ‘Social Media,’ they ask you to fill out your profile.  Since starting this blog I’ve been staring at that blank page that is “About You.”  Wondering what should I put here, what should I say.  Should it be short or long, funny or straight, how much of a glimpse into me should I let people have.  Someone that replied to one of my posts told me to just let go and be myself.

I am many things and when I let go ….. long winded LMAO  Instead of just leaving it as my “About Me” page, I’m posting it here today, for all to read.

Here’s A Song To Play While You Read All About Who Is Suzie LOL

I am Suzanne, I am Suzetta, I am many things but most seem to remember me for my giggles.  I work during the day with numbers and thank goodness for my fingers, calculators and computers to help me count correctly.

I’m a Survivor of Childhood Leukemia, Brain Tumors, Skin Cancer and Uterine Cancer and I AM Fearless!  I wear my colors proudly, Gold, Orange, Grey, Black and Peach.

I find Hope and Strength in those that surround me….. my family and friends.  I do my best to Advocate and Educate, to Help and Inform people about the American Cancer Society and Stand Up To Cancer.

I do my best to make everyone smile, I love the sound of laughter and it does help to make things better!  Please don’t get me wrong, I do know how to be serious and get things done.  I’ve just learned that Laughter is the best medicine.

I enjoy movies and tv shows that aren’t called “reality.”  You can find me quoting lines from various movies all the time, I can’t help it, can you?  I admit, we’re gonna need a bigger boat and NEVER forget the cannoli.  There’s Breakfast at Tiffany’s, Cat Ballou, The Great Escape, Jaws, The Godfather, The Quiet Man, The Magnificent Seven add in for fun Caddyshack, Clueless, Legally Blonde, Clue, The Goonies, Animal House, Stripes we’ve also got Indiana Jones, Silence of the Lambs, Shawshank Redemption, Forrest Gump, The Matrix and so many more.

Yeah that looks like a lot of “guy movies” LOL.  I grew up in a very close family, 3 older brothers (Stephen, John, Kevin), Dad and Mom.  We LOVE to quote those movie lines, Dad and I are dangerous together and it drives Mom crazy hahaha.  I LOVE my family above everyone and everything else.  I miss them when we are apart and I carry them in my heart every moment of every day.  Those family members that have gone on to be my angels follow me and I can feel their love around me.  Grandma Millie, Aunt Kay, Cousin Jack, Aunt Betty, All the Byrnes and there are those that I never got to meet I do my best to make them all proud.  There is one special person that will always be ‘my friend,’ and his hand is forever on my shoulder, Msgr. Loreti.

Music moves me and there is a song for everything you are feeling.  Be it Glen Miller, Duke Ellington, Louis Armstrong, Bing Crosby, Doris Day, Dean Martin or maybe it’s Bon Jovi, U2, Cyndi Lauper, Wilson Phillips, ABBA, Def Leppard or maybe it’s Johnny Cash, Patsy Kline, Loretta Lynn, Kenny Rogers, Shania Twain, Martina McBride, Garth Brooks or maybe it’s Neil Diamond, Barry Manilow, Englebert, Michael Buble, The Carpenters ………… there IS a song for everything you feel and every experience in life.

I’m a big fan of art, museums and history.  I can get lost in the Metropolitan Museum of Art.  I was very lucky to visit Egypt and see all the places I’ve been dreaming of for many years.  I enjoy going to paint at our local gallery, Art & Soul Galleries, where my ‘sistas’ paint giggle and pour too xox

6 ½ years ago I found a new outlet for fun, friends, music, creativity on the internet, a Virtual World called, Second Life.  That’s where Suzetta Moonites was born and it is so much more than a game.

Second Life is where I laugh with my friends, explore some amazing buildings and artwork.  I’m able to attend a Live concert every hour of the day and many of these folks are singers in what we call RL (real life).  The sounds and music of my friend Bill Tigerpaw, a British fella who’s voice is lovely.  There’s also Hogan Bailey, Brett Hansom, MrMikie String, Elizabeth Wantanabe and many more.  Instrumental Musicians, Anj Gustavson, Torben Asp or Gootek, and if ya just wanna dance and sing along the DJ’s are in the house like my friends Shy (my BFF), Charity and Dione.

I joined SL for 3 reasons ~ 1) My friends were all into World of Warcraft and that was way to difficult for me to understand. 2) I saw an episode of CSI:New York and said that looks cool 3) I was on the American Cancer Society Website and saw they do a Relay For Life in Second Life

I landed in August of 2008 and I’ve really not looked back.  In SL I am a Singer, ok mostly they come to my shows to hear me tell corney jokes and laugh, doing their best to get me to laugh throughout a song.  I am a DJ, I told you I love music 🙂  I’m also a designer of clothing, SweetRed’s Designs.

I am a team captain of Rays Of Hope for the Relay for Life of SL.  They started the Relay in SL in 2005 and since then to the start of 2015 have raised 1.6 million U.S. Dollars.

We have teams like other Relays (158 teams so far this year), we hold a lot of fundraisers, we are Global as I Relay with friends in England, Germany, Holland, The Netherlands, Australia, Scotland, Canada, other parts of the United States and many more countries.  This is the ONLY Relay where you don’t have to walk a track, so patients going through their chemo can relay from their bed.  Oh, we are also ranked #17 in Relay For Life across the globe by the American Cancer Society.

I can be “long winded” when I’m passionate about something.  You will find me writing on my blog about my RL and SL, about Music, Art, History and Random things that tickle my fancy.  You’ll see stories about Snow and Daisies, Love and Dislike, My Friends and My Family.  You’ll learn much more about my cancer journey.  You will be a part of Relay For Life in No Time and perhaps come and explore Second Life with me.

I am Suzanne, Suzetta, Suzie, Daughter, Sister, Reds, SweetReds, Q, Mac, Loch, Sista, Gigz.  I am me and I look forward to reading your comments as you follow my journey and musings on Life.

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